xxxx

feeling not well,
swelling eyes,
need more time,
to study and prepare,
wishing....u to support me,
give me some advice and care,
it's only will comes true in dreams,
in reality, need to work hard to achieve goal.
all the best to myself...♥

one is better than two

tired feeling this few days...
rushing assignments and preparing for examination again,
it is good for me to continue tired rather than doing nothing,
trying to be myself and love myself...

love jenn.

I want to know what is love is...

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

Finally, response for several days of didnt picking up and replying msg...
is fuckling dissapointed...this kind of feeling is strugling..
let me feels unsercure... not responsible ... FML
and pls dun feel guilty on yourself...is right.
however, never repeat this kind of mistakes in the future..
feelings is just a reason for myself to fall...it doesnt matter,
it help me to learn to be strong in the growing life...thanks for leaving...
i can do better than what i think i can...concerntrate on my studies and live happily...

smiles =) make the day bright again...

Realize...

pretend nothing does'nt mean that you'r right,
giving me chance to see reality of you,
there'll be no different between you and the others,
always start from failures in the growing of life,
there's still life withoutyou,
the day will becomes brighter and shines,
even there's only me alone,
thanks for being cruel to me,
make me see and learns more than before..

110510

It's 5:20 AM in the morning,
can't continue the dream through the night,
wake up middle of the night on the bed side updating blog,
something flash back in my mind while i'm laying on bed,
there is alot alot alot of questions mark appears...
asking myself to figure out the answers...
makes me feel uncomfortable, unsecure at all,
currently life is going to mess me up,
but there's  life, face it, change it and made it better,
~because I'm the one to choose the way,
do not regret when realize in the future...

I will remembered all those people go through my life by advicing me...
someone told me, Jenn, pls dont waste your time now and do something that you can makes you successful in the future otherwise, untill the end of the day, you will realize what you are doing in the past are SHIT...

I wish to be some-one

and the only one

Jenn.

Sweet pink love...

Nice words...

请别把爱 当是 一种 填满寂寞的伴


pls dont treat love as partner to fullfill ur lonelyness

请别把爱 当是 一种 理所当然

pls dont treat love as a must for ur life

请别把爱 当是 一种 必需品

pls dont treat love as a need

请别把爱 当是 一种 习惯

pls dont treat love as a habit in ur life
 
from carrie's blog...