Emily's wedding dinner

Broga hill...

A very exciting day and adventured with my TARC classmate..wake up in the morning 4am...It's a rainy day,the people come down from the hill told us that there is hard to climb,because of the wheather and the floor are so slippy...we start our journey about 6.40am...feels the nature air and views....it really interesting...
eventhough it abit hard to climb since there is raining...but enjoy it so much when we reached the top of the hill! ^^ and of us are in a dirty conditions...when we coming down, it's so slippery...so our shoes and clothes already weat and dirted...

It's a good experience with you guys...love u all so much!

Relax...

Finished my exam...feel relax...
stress for few weeks ald...
had dinner with pink and ray...
come back home and do housework...
tired, but dont have the mood go to bed early...
that's why I still blogging...

Will go to Broga hills later at 4am!
crazy, dont have sleep well for few days,
now comes activities..
scare cant climb till the top of hill!haha..

cant wait the moment for the sunrise! LOVE IT!
hope 'u' are here with me....when I miss u,
when there is still hope, it will come true sooner or later...

Day by day,
Time by time,
has gone by...

but there is,
You and me,
are mean to be.

those memories will never fade,
for those steps we have made.

uncountable & unpredictable day,
just want to enjoy the day be with you,
even it's just a day.

-Jennifer-

struggling..

Right and wrong...will ever continue to struggle..
am I doing a correct decision in my life?
decisions in all kind of things appear in my life,

am I the one who match you?
are you the one who match me?struggling...

this is not a kind of lifestyle that I want to go through in the future...
I wish I could realize and look clearly,
but I could'nt do it,because I wish to continue.

Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.*stupid..?

Love means alot to me,
I love the way I keep loving,
love is the greatest feelings,
but feelings more important than everythings?

I don't know....

Love,
Jennifer

My 'gou gou' YUKi

Yuki
~miu miu~,
will always stay beside me,
without any complaints,
when ups &  downs in my life,
sitting beside me, accompany me,
sleep beside me on my pillow,
naughty and active is it charac.,
do good and bad..
fat,greedy while people are eating,
plays with it toys,
DISTROYER dog!!
love you..

study study study~

Hhhmmmm....
Study untill very stress..
just want to express my feeling in my blog...
hard to memories all those things..mind fully utilise..=p
omg...waiting to blank in tommorow exam...
all the best for myself!!i can do it!!
believe my self!haha...
'ni zi dau ni shi jui hau de'!

Even there is a past,but i know you care about it,

just because you love me,

the pain and hurt nobodies know.

the words that you said,

it meaningful+touching deep into my heart,

'~he~will not appreciate you, but i will'

i will remember this moment,it's true to me,

you are the men who appears when i'm down in life,

your support and loving makes me feel i'm yours,

i will learn to be a better girls to makes others believed,

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow;

 we must fail in order to know.

Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears

know me well,and you can know what kind of personality that i have.

please don't judge Jennifer if you dont know her well.

Miss you...

Miss your...
            smiles,
                sounds,
                  words,
                      hugs,
                       caring,    >I Miss you...
                    pamper,   
                 breath,
              shoulder,
            laughing.

5 April 2010

Special day...
The day that you let me feel there is still love,
The day that you let me feel happiness,
The day that you let me feel everything.

I hope I will be the first one,

To share your happiness and sadness,
To be your side when you are laughing,
To be with you when you need me.

I wish to see you,when I miss you,

I wish you to be my side every moment,

I wish to have your pamper, love & care.

There is time to prove you are the best one,

There is a chance for you to walk into in my life,

There is my love waiting you to appreciate....

Love,

Jennifer

My very 1st time...

Even the days that we go through is short,
but it full of strong feelings that will keep deeply in my heart.


Even the time spends with you is short,
but it full of enjoyment and happiness.


Even I dont know you well,
but I will try to reach your heart.


Even there is many people appears around me,
but you let me feel you are the special one.


Even I dont know how is the ending of the stories,
but unless I know there will be a chance to be with you.

where is the honestly smile of mine goes?

I'm a person who love to smile... =)
while talking or even when listening to others....
but...i realized is't a real and honestly smile of me in this few weeks....
hidding from some sadness and problems infront of others
and act nothing happened....
and just a little smile on my lips....
smiles, makes me feels there is life....
no matter what happened, need to faced it with a positively ways....
this is what I wish I could do...for the comings day...
wish everything good will come to me...even there is UP&DOWN in life...
the one who loves you, is yourself...
so...I should learn how to LOVE myself more...

4 April 2010

Yesterday go G6 with friends...almost of them are doing banking ....and celebrating 3persons birthday....
then saw my friends at there and  joined them after my banking friends all went back....three of them willing to accompany me to wait another friends to fetch me up...while waiting they share their stories with me...why there are so many people break with their couple...haha...include me as well...we wait till 4.30 am....
There is a sad,dissapointed things happened....I dunno why there is such a person will treat a person like that...wrong expectation.....cant judge a person by its cover!!!!!Learn from mistake!!!!this is what I have learned...and let me to improve myslef in the future...no more repeating same things happen!!!!
Recently get stress in my studies....hope I can do it...hope's there, just we need to work hard!!!

Note: Thank you to all my dear friends....

Strong feelings....

Yesterday night get a huge present from my fren...thx u so much...i love it!!!
Nowdays busying my studies , preparing for my coming exam...stress....wish to complete asap!!!haha...
Chatting with Davy in phone at the midnight, quite a long conversation...sharing his love experience and stories...let me feel and refreshed many memories as well...quite a touching love stories that you had Davy...respect him...unbelievable u r such a romantic guy...create so many romantic n unforgetabble moment for his ex'girlfriend....realize many things and feeling observe from the conversations...lets me learn more things...there is still hopes waiting for us to find out...together work hard and fight for the better future!!!

THERE IS HOPES WAITING FOR US...........
ONLY DEPENDS ON HOW WE WANT TO GO.....