Nat Nat birthday

Natalie's birthday at Hi-So pub and cafe....

enjoyed it so much....

drink, eat, chat, play games...

Natalie's great!!happy birthday ya my dear nat nat!!

love you so much!!support you always...

hope you have an unforgetable 21th birthday party!!!

xxxx

feeling not well,
swelling eyes,
need more time,
to study and prepare,
wishing....u to support me,
give me some advice and care,
it's only will comes true in dreams,
in reality, need to work hard to achieve goal.
all the best to myself...♥

one is better than two

tired feeling this few days...
rushing assignments and preparing for examination again,
it is good for me to continue tired rather than doing nothing,
trying to be myself and love myself...

love jenn.

I want to know what is love is...

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

Finally, response for several days of didnt picking up and replying msg...
is fuckling dissapointed...this kind of feeling is strugling..
let me feels unsercure... not responsible ... FML
and pls dun feel guilty on yourself...is right.
however, never repeat this kind of mistakes in the future..
feelings is just a reason for myself to fall...it doesnt matter,
it help me to learn to be strong in the growing life...thanks for leaving...
i can do better than what i think i can...concerntrate on my studies and live happily...

smiles =) make the day bright again...

Realize...

pretend nothing does'nt mean that you'r right,
giving me chance to see reality of you,
there'll be no different between you and the others,
always start from failures in the growing of life,
there's still life withoutyou,
the day will becomes brighter and shines,
even there's only me alone,
thanks for being cruel to me,
make me see and learns more than before..

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It's 5:20 AM in the morning,
can't continue the dream through the night,
wake up middle of the night on the bed side updating blog,
something flash back in my mind while i'm laying on bed,
there is alot alot alot of questions mark appears...
asking myself to figure out the answers...
makes me feel uncomfortable, unsecure at all,
currently life is going to mess me up,
but there's  life, face it, change it and made it better,
~because I'm the one to choose the way,
do not regret when realize in the future...

I will remembered all those people go through my life by advicing me...
someone told me, Jenn, pls dont waste your time now and do something that you can makes you successful in the future otherwise, untill the end of the day, you will realize what you are doing in the past are SHIT...

I wish to be some-one

and the only one

Jenn.

Sweet pink love...

Nice words...

请别把爱 当是 一种 填满寂寞的伴


pls dont treat love as partner to fullfill ur lonelyness

请别把爱 当是 一种 理所当然

pls dont treat love as a must for ur life

请别把爱 当是 一种 必需品

pls dont treat love as a need

请别把爱 当是 一种 习惯

pls dont treat love as a habit in ur life
 
from carrie's blog...

Emily's wedding dinner

Broga hill...

A very exciting day and adventured with my TARC classmate..wake up in the morning 4am...It's a rainy day,the people come down from the hill told us that there is hard to climb,because of the wheather and the floor are so slippy...we start our journey about 6.40am...feels the nature air and views....it really interesting...
eventhough it abit hard to climb since there is raining...but enjoy it so much when we reached the top of the hill! ^^ and of us are in a dirty conditions...when we coming down, it's so slippery...so our shoes and clothes already weat and dirted...

It's a good experience with you guys...love u all so much!

Relax...

Finished my exam...feel relax...
stress for few weeks ald...
had dinner with pink and ray...
come back home and do housework...
tired, but dont have the mood go to bed early...
that's why I still blogging...

Will go to Broga hills later at 4am!
crazy, dont have sleep well for few days,
now comes activities..
scare cant climb till the top of hill!haha..

cant wait the moment for the sunrise! LOVE IT!
hope 'u' are here with me....when I miss u,
when there is still hope, it will come true sooner or later...

Day by day,
Time by time,
has gone by...

but there is,
You and me,
are mean to be.

those memories will never fade,
for those steps we have made.

uncountable & unpredictable day,
just want to enjoy the day be with you,
even it's just a day.

-Jennifer-

struggling..

Right and wrong...will ever continue to struggle..
am I doing a correct decision in my life?
decisions in all kind of things appear in my life,

am I the one who match you?
are you the one who match me?struggling...

this is not a kind of lifestyle that I want to go through in the future...
I wish I could realize and look clearly,
but I could'nt do it,because I wish to continue.

Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.*stupid..?

Love means alot to me,
I love the way I keep loving,
love is the greatest feelings,
but feelings more important than everythings?

I don't know....

Love,
Jennifer

My 'gou gou' YUKi

Yuki
~miu miu~,
will always stay beside me,
without any complaints,
when ups &  downs in my life,
sitting beside me, accompany me,
sleep beside me on my pillow,
naughty and active is it charac.,
do good and bad..
fat,greedy while people are eating,
plays with it toys,
DISTROYER dog!!
love you..

study study study~

Hhhmmmm....
Study untill very stress..
just want to express my feeling in my blog...
hard to memories all those things..mind fully utilise..=p
omg...waiting to blank in tommorow exam...
all the best for myself!!i can do it!!
believe my self!haha...
'ni zi dau ni shi jui hau de'!

Even there is a past,but i know you care about it,

just because you love me,

the pain and hurt nobodies know.

the words that you said,

it meaningful+touching deep into my heart,

'~he~will not appreciate you, but i will'

i will remember this moment,it's true to me,

you are the men who appears when i'm down in life,

your support and loving makes me feel i'm yours,

i will learn to be a better girls to makes others believed,

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow;

 we must fail in order to know.

Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears

know me well,and you can know what kind of personality that i have.

please don't judge Jennifer if you dont know her well.

Miss you...

Miss your...
            smiles,
                sounds,
                  words,
                      hugs,
                       caring,    >I Miss you...
                    pamper,   
                 breath,
              shoulder,
            laughing.

5 April 2010

Special day...
The day that you let me feel there is still love,
The day that you let me feel happiness,
The day that you let me feel everything.

I hope I will be the first one,

To share your happiness and sadness,
To be your side when you are laughing,
To be with you when you need me.

I wish to see you,when I miss you,

I wish you to be my side every moment,

I wish to have your pamper, love & care.

There is time to prove you are the best one,

There is a chance for you to walk into in my life,

There is my love waiting you to appreciate....

Love,

Jennifer

My very 1st time...

Even the days that we go through is short,
but it full of strong feelings that will keep deeply in my heart.


Even the time spends with you is short,
but it full of enjoyment and happiness.


Even I dont know you well,
but I will try to reach your heart.


Even there is many people appears around me,
but you let me feel you are the special one.


Even I dont know how is the ending of the stories,
but unless I know there will be a chance to be with you.

where is the honestly smile of mine goes?

I'm a person who love to smile... =)
while talking or even when listening to others....
but...i realized is't a real and honestly smile of me in this few weeks....
hidding from some sadness and problems infront of others
and act nothing happened....
and just a little smile on my lips....
smiles, makes me feels there is life....
no matter what happened, need to faced it with a positively ways....
this is what I wish I could do...for the comings day...
wish everything good will come to me...even there is UP&DOWN in life...
the one who loves you, is yourself...
so...I should learn how to LOVE myself more...

4 April 2010

Yesterday go G6 with friends...almost of them are doing banking ....and celebrating 3persons birthday....
then saw my friends at there and  joined them after my banking friends all went back....three of them willing to accompany me to wait another friends to fetch me up...while waiting they share their stories with me...why there are so many people break with their couple...haha...include me as well...we wait till 4.30 am....
There is a sad,dissapointed things happened....I dunno why there is such a person will treat a person like that...wrong expectation.....cant judge a person by its cover!!!!!Learn from mistake!!!!this is what I have learned...and let me to improve myslef in the future...no more repeating same things happen!!!!
Recently get stress in my studies....hope I can do it...hope's there, just we need to work hard!!!

Note: Thank you to all my dear friends....

Strong feelings....

Yesterday night get a huge present from my fren...thx u so much...i love it!!!
Nowdays busying my studies , preparing for my coming exam...stress....wish to complete asap!!!haha...
Chatting with Davy in phone at the midnight, quite a long conversation...sharing his love experience and stories...let me feel and refreshed many memories as well...quite a touching love stories that you had Davy...respect him...unbelievable u r such a romantic guy...create so many romantic n unforgetabble moment for his ex'girlfriend....realize many things and feeling observe from the conversations...lets me learn more things...there is still hopes waiting for us to find out...together work hard and fight for the better future!!!

THERE IS HOPES WAITING FOR US...........
ONLY DEPENDS ON HOW WE WANT TO GO.....

A day with BUBU...

Actually today i  will do some revision at home. 10 o'clock already wakeup, then Bubu call me to help her to be her model to practise her make up class at Sense&Style located at Times Square. I went to Sungai Wang to exchange my clothes and buy some stuff first while waiting bubu to join me to have lunch together.

I though it will be fun and enjoy but it was a bit boring...haha...maybe because of I cant sit probably all the time, unless studying because I dont want to fail my paper.... can learn some knowledge on the makeup period....since I not that expert in make up....after end the class, unfortunately it's raining,but car parked at s.wang,so both of us need to walk on the rain...pity....somemore trafficjam...what a tired day...

I promise myself to start my revision....I want to do better than lastime,'pink'-my college buddy...we will work hard together and pass all those paper!!!no worries, no sad....concerntrate and be a good girl.=p

300310

's a happy day....enjoying the moments with my secondary buddies....go to eat,drinks, chatting and so on....carrie tan jz went back from kampar, so that she joined us....such a long time to meet carrie...busying with her studies in UTAR!anyway, appreciate the time that we are spending....we ate steamboat for two days already, i think i will avoid going for stemboat this few weeks...there is a nice dessert in Kepong...tasty...like the dessert in Hong Kong..But of course HK dessert is better!!!=)

At the night, my dear fren Don...come to find me and have some drinks...it's such a surprise that he really do what he had promised...even i know he will do it....'dunno when'...but he does..i mean he take the supplement for me and few pieces of cheese cake that he bought near his house....sinces he know I am so greedy and likes to eat...haha!that it me!! loves to eat all the time,even happy n sad...=p *you are such a nice brother Don*...hahahaha....special for you,do a reservation on the spagetti untill you claim it!!!there's an expired date,dont too late....

Finally Break.....

10 March 2010....the day that i break up with edwin...for the 5 years realtionship with him....there are such happiness and bittersweet that we have go through together...he had been a part of my life...i'm so childish that think love can be eternal... but this is the end of our stories...all this can only become my memories...is such a deep pain for me to do this decision....since both of us agree the problems occured between us,nomatter how suffer in this current period i trust that i can face it!! with my frenz n family support. Thank you so much to all my dear friends and family especially carrie tan =p , without u, i cant stand it untill today..the only friend that i can express my words..thx ya...u r my besties!!!

Appreciate

I will learn how to appreciate everything around me....especially to my friends and family....
thx for being here for me everytime that I need you all....IT's a faith for us to meet each other in the large world....THANK YOU TO ALL JENN's DEAR FRENS.....love u all....

Year 2010

long long time didnt update my blog d...sorry everyone....
CNY are coming end soon.....no more ang pao lol...haha
enjoy the CNY celebration....with family and frens....
for this coming day in this year,
must work harder to pass all subject in my degree and graduates!!!

best buddies forever.....















Edwin n Jennifer at Cameron Highlands

at Keh Shin home .....her daugther so cute...